Life of St. Paul and the Holy Spirit – The Beginning

Reading:      Acts 7.54 – 8.1a
This is the start of a short series on the Holy Spirit – looking especially through the eyes of St. Paul.  As we journey through Paul’s life we will see how the Holy Spirit worked in him, helping him to work for God and to transform him to become all that he could be.  And we know that God wants us all to do the same for each one of us.
Sadly the Church has often misunderstood the Holy Spirit.  The Bible tells us that the Holy Spirit is the very presence of God himself in all the world, that we all need his presence within us. 
Many people are fearful of the ‘Holy Ghost’, thinking it is all much too ‘spiritual’ and strange – not at all Anglican.  I remember some time ago talking about the work of the Holy Spirit, and how he is God within us, and I asked people what they thought of the idea.  Quite a few people said it sounded frightening! 
Maybe you’re sitting there thinking the same thing.  For many of us, growing up in the established church, going about our daily lives to school or to work, being in control of our time and money, there isn’t much need or room in our lives for the Holy Spirit. 
We like to be in control of our lives, and the thought of allowing God to be in your life through his Holy Spirit, to help you, guide and direct you may be a disturbing idea. 
But remember, this is the same God who loves you and gave up everything for you – and he wants the very best for you – so you can trust that even the difficult experiences we go through can be used in God's overall plan for good. And nothing can separate us from the love of God.
We first hear about Paul, or rather Saul, in the story of Stephen in the book of Acts.

The Story of Stephen

We know that for those first believers before the Holy Spirit came along that life was flat, dull and monotonous.  Jesus had ascended to heaven and they were waiting - without Jesus there is no fire to light up their lives; No love burning in their hearts; No imagination and inspiration in their minds.
They hid away in small rooms waiting, praying and fearful of what was going to happen to them.  Afraid of being dragged before the crowds outside the door, and before the Jewish authorities, who had executed Jesus.
Stephen was one of them.  An ordinary man who became a follower of Jesus.  And then the Holy Spirit came at Pentecost, and everything was different.  The followers of Jesus were now filled with new life, new power and new confidence.
If life seemed flat, dull and monotonous before – now there was the excitement of new life, new power and new vision for the disciples.  If Jesus’ teaching seemed impossible to do before – now they had the Holy Spirit – God given help and encouragement that was always with them.
Without Jesus there was no fire to light up their lives – now it was as if tongues of fire lit up their lives, touching them with the holiness of God.  His love burning in their hearts, setting them on fire for the Lord, filling their minds with imagination and inspiration.
They went out with confidence and courage to share the good news with others around them.  Thousands were added to their numbers, they shared their money and possessions for the benefit of the Church and the community.  They organised themselves to care for the poor and elderly. And Stephen was one of them.
We are told in Acts chapter 6 that Stephen was full of the Holy Spirit and was brave and wise – but in the arguments between those first Christians and the Jews Stephen was seized. 
They accused him of speaking against the Temple and the Law of Moses.  Stephen might have kept quiet and got let off – but instead he is filled with courage and tells them: "How stubborn you are!" Stephen went on to say: "How heathen your hearts, how deaf you are to God's message! You are just like your ancestors: you too have always resisted the Holy Spirit!”
They are so angry with him that they rush out and stone him to death – the first Christian Martyr.  And a young man called Saul was there approving of his murder.  I wonder what impact this had on him – I think he was impressed by the boldness of these Christians and he goes on to help hunt them down.  We will hear more of what Saul does next and how he became Paul the Apostle next week.

Application

Now you may be thinking that the story of Stephen is not a great advert for being a Christian and being empowered by the Holy Spirit!  And you’re right of course, I'm not encouraging you to go out and become martyrs for the Christian faith.
But I am impressed by the difference that God brought about in these first Christians through the Holy Spirit.  They were transformed and inspired because of God’s spirit within them.
My friends, this is what Christianity is all about – not struggling on our own to live up to a set of rules and trying to be nice to people.  We are called to day by day relationship with the living God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit – and we can only do this by living in harmony with the Holy Spirit.
Jesus said it was better that he goes away, so the Holy Spirit can come to live with us.  According to Saint Seraphim of Sarov, the whole aim of the incarnation is the sending of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost.  What higher aim can there be than to have God the Holy Spirit surround you and be part of your life?
Too often we ignore the Holy Spirit – perhaps afraid of all this talk of spirits, fire, wind, and different kinds of tongues!  So, we hide away from the Holy Spirit, keeping God at arms distance, where he can't do anything for us.
That’s really sad, because the Holy Spirit is a gift from God for everyone who wants to be real with God. 
We know that God loves us, don’t we?  So is his Holy Spirit going to be good for us or bad for us?  The Spirit of God only wants our very best – to comfort us in despair, to help us in trouble, to power us to achieve our best, to fill us with love for those around us.

Conclusion

If we look again at our worship services, our hymns, and our sacraments – these are all shot-through with the Holy Spirit – just have a look.  But the question today is this - How about our own lives – are we shot through with the Holy Spirit?
Perhaps this series on the life of St. Paul is a good opportunity to think some more about the Holy Spirit, to open our hearts, our lives, to welcome God to come in and amaze us.
There is nothing to fear – God loves us and respects our freedom – but he longs that we be more open to God and his Holy Spirit - to invite him to have more of our lives and to make us more like Jesus.
Let us pray:
Father God we confess that we often ignore your Holy Spirit, and we prefer to be tightly in control of our lives rather than be moved by your spirit. 

Help us Lord - take away our fear, fill us with your Holy Spirit to bring us courage, strength and confidence in you.  Amen.

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